Naomi Watts is today recognized as one of the most accomplished and versatile actors of her generation, a performer whose filmography spans haunting psychological thrillers, gut-wrenching dramas, and blockbuster hits. Yet, during a recent masterclass at the Zurich Film Festival, where she was honored with the prestigious Golden Eye Award, Watts offered a candid and sobering look at the decade of struggle that preceded her rise to international prominence. Far from the glamorous trajectory one might assume, Watts\u2019 early career was defined by financial instability, deep-seated self-doubt, and a desperate, often futile, attempt to mold herself into whatever the industry demanded.<\/p>\n
For Watts, the journey to becoming a household name was anything but linear. Reflecting on the ten-year period before she crossed paths with visionary director David Lynch, she described an existence characterized by a relentless \u201cgrind.\u201d It was a time when the pressure to succeed began to erode her sense of self-worth. <\/p>\n
\u201cIt was a grind. That 10 years before I met David, I became so locked up and I felt worthless,\u201d Watts recalled during the festival event. The strain was so palpable that her agent at the time felt compelled to intervene, leading to a difficult, transformative conversation. \u201cMy agent pulled me aside and she said: \u2018We need to have a heart-to-heart. Honey, you are too intense. You are freaking people out.\u2019 I went: \u2018Yeah, no shit.\u2019 I was desperate! I was behind on my rent; I was getting evicted. I didn\u2019t know what to bring to this room.\u201d<\/p>\n
This period of her life was marked by a constant, exhausting cycle of performance\u2014not just in front of the camera, but in the audition room. Watts explained how she would constantly try to recalibrate her identity based on the shifting feedback she received from casting directors and industry insiders. If she was told she lacked humor, she would attempt to pivot toward comedy; if she was told she lacked a certain \u201csexiness,\u201d she would try to embody that quality. <\/p>\n
\u201cYou reshape yourself and try to read the tone of what is needed. That\u2019s how it went and I couldn\u2019t be myself anymore,\u201d she said. \u201cI was either an extreme version of myself or a diluted version of myself. It took a genius like David Lynch to see beyond all that weirdness I built up, undo it, and get to the real me.\u201d<\/p>\n
The pivotal moment in her career arrived in her late 20s when she was cast in David Lynch\u2019s Mulholland Drive<\/em>. The film is widely regarded as her breakout, a project that didn’t just elevate her profile but fundamentally shifted her approach to her craft. <\/p>\n \u201cThat film gave me the most incredible role that affected people. To this day they still watch it. It\u2019s still on these \u2018bests\u2019 lists. I\u2019m just very, very proud to be a part of that film,\u201d Watts noted. The impact of that collaboration was so profound that it echoed advice she had received years earlier from her friend and colleague, Nicole Kidman. Kidman had famously told her, \u201cAll it takes is one thing, one thing could change everything.\u201d For a long time, Watts admitted, that sentiment felt like an abstraction\u2014a hopeful platitude that held no weight in the face of her ongoing professional dry spells. It was only after working with Lynch that the advice became a tangible, lived reality.<\/p>\n Following the critical acclaim of Mulholland Drive<\/em>, Watts found herself at a professional crossroads when offered a role in the horror classic The Ring<\/em>. It was an unexpected pivot that caused tension between her and her representatives at the time. Watts, having just established herself as a serious, critically acclaimed actress, was hesitant to jump into a major studio blockbuster. <\/p>\n \u201cI tried to say \u2018no.\u2019 There\u2019s no certainty to anything you do, ever,\u201d she explained. \u201cMy agents were excited about this. I said: \u2018Wait. I just got this critical acclaim, so I want to instantly go into a Hollywood blockbuster-y movie?!\u2019 I fought with my agent at the time. I didn\u2019t know it was going to be a massive hit! I woke up the horror genre, in a way. It was a lucky, lucky break.\u201d<\/p>\n Throughout her career, Watts has consistently gravitated toward themes of grief and identity, interests that she traces back to her transient childhood. Moving frequently as a young girl left her feeling like an outsider, a perspective that has profoundly shaped her work. \u201cIf there\u2019s any theme in my work, it\u2019s grief. It\u2019s why I do what I do: I\u2019m trying to figure out the meaning of my life. Another one is identity. I love the story that asks: \u2018Who are you?\u2019 That also comes from my moving around as a kid. I was always on the outskirts of the group, trying to find my way in.\u201d<\/p>\n This exploration of complex, often flawed women continues in her recent work, such as Ben Shirinian\u2019s The Housewife<\/em>. Set in the 1960s, the film features Watts as a seemingly perfect domestic figure who harbors a dark, haunting past. Describing the character as an extreme challenge, Watts remarked, \u201cI never played a character like this, even though I look for flawed women and I\u2019m not afraid of unlikeable. But this was extreme. I knew what I was stepping into. I knew it was going to be a daunting, haunting understanding. A character like that comes to you at night, in your dreams.\u201d<\/p>\n As she reflects on her career from the vantage point of an established industry veteran, Watts emphasizes the importance of authenticity over the desperate need to please others\u2014a lesson she wishes she had embraced much earlier. <\/p>\n \u201cVulnerability is a superpower. It has taken me a long time to know that, and own that,\u201d she said. \u201cI wish I\u2019d learned earlier on to be more myself and care less about pleasing people. Some people are born with that level of confidence\u2014I was never that person.\u201d She remains open about the fact that self-doubt has not vanished, but she has learned to reframe it. Rather than fighting it or masking it, she views her insecurities as a useful tool for honesty. \u201cI still have a lot of self-doubt, but I don\u2019t pretend it\u2019s not a real thing. I try to see it as a gift. It\u2019s more effective than just bullshitting your way through it all.\u201d<\/p>\n This commitment to honesty has extended into her personal life, particularly regarding her experience with menopause. Facing the physical and emotional challenges of early menopause with little guidance or societal support, Watts found that speaking openly about the experience was an act of liberation. <\/p>\n \u201cMenopause became a huge topic of conversation, because I went through it early on in my life and had no clue what was happening with my body,\u201d she said. After discussing the situation with her partner, actor Billy Crudup, she realized that shame was the primary barrier to finding support. She vividly recalled a moment of vulnerability in her home when she felt overwhelmed and feared the reaction of her partner, only to find the opposite of judgment. <\/p>\n \u201cI was crying in the bathroom, trying to scratch off my estrogen patch. I told him what was going on, so nervous, and I thought: \u2018He\u2019s not gonna want to be with me anymore!\u2019 He said: \u2018Hold on. It\u2019s great that you are taking care of yourself. Why are you ashamed?\u2019 It was so sweet\u2026 And sexy. I felt safer than I ever felt.\u201d<\/p>\n That experience, and the desire to provide others with the resources she lacked, led Watts to found Stripes Beauty, a brand dedicated to supporting women through perimenopause and menopause. For Watts, the mission is simple: to normalize the conversation and remove the stigma. \u201cMen have to be curious and compassionate,\u201d she concluded. \u201cAnd our job, ladies, is to share the story.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Naomi Watts is today recognized as one of the most accomplished and versatile actors of her generation, a performer whose filmography spans haunting psychological thrillers, gut-wrenching dramas, and blockbuster hits. 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Vulnerability as a Superpower<\/h3>\n